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[22 Sep 2004|06:21pm] |
New journal....
Shadows_of_tmw
ADD ME!!
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[18 Sep 2004|11:21pm] |
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Whos line is it anyway is singin on the television |
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So I just got home from Caseys home.. had quite the fun day i must say. i love his family.
So yesterday after school i went to Taco Bell with Sammy, Lisa, and Lydia. it was fun, we were supposed to meet up with Lisas friends but we were too early and had to leave before they got there. :( but yeah after that Sammy and I went back to her house and chilled. Then later we picked up Ronny and headed over to Travis' home and chilled over there. at aound 9 we head out to take Ronny home. Then we go to Farmer Jack and chill with Casey and George, well kinda chill... we got ice cream too and they were working. but it was fun.. COFFEE ICE CREAM AND CARAMEL ROCKS!!
Today got up and went to Walmart got some new bra with sam... that looks weird as hell... but its pretty so i forgive it. but yeah. then i went to the Freshman football game for a bit. then i went home... for like 15 minutes. then headed off to Caseys... Good times.
how come we always make nasty ass cookies? :( next time we'll have to try and follow the recipe a little better. you know? lol but yeah we chilled like the whole day. i was over there for like 9 hours. lol Good times Good times.
So im glad of the choice i made. i think it may work out after all.
Have an amazing night eveyrone.. i think im off to bed.. and i think im not gonna wake up till like 9 pm.. Sounds good to me.
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[15 Sep 2004|03:19pm] |
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i lied.. no date for me!
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[13 Sep 2004|09:33pm] |
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everything yuou want.. i got it... |
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So Cassandra says i have to update....
I got a date to Homecoming... this makes me happy :)
This year is definately lookin up.
brokenbegining: hahah again.. god had fun and made me special
styxnstones1321: maybe he was just tired after making me perfect O:-)
brokenbegining: no ones perfect... not even Randy
styxnstones1321: =-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O
brokenbegining: =-O
brokenbegining: yeah i said it
styxnstones1321: no way in helldid you jsut say that!
brokenbegining: im goin to hell what can i say?
styxnstones1321: you can say your bff is comin with
I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND!
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[10 Sep 2004|10:12pm] |
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The Killers* Somebody told me |
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So schools goin well. Went to the Football game tonight, hung out with Justin, and Samanatha. Good times Good times. it was fun. i have to say, its nice seeing eveyrone. Believe it or not... i missed everyone.
Classes are goin fine. i miss seein Farwell though. hopefully next semester, we have some classes together. But yeah. i really miss having Cass in class with me. like last year i was so messed up.... i missed everyhting. but now that im for the most part better. i really miss having class together. and having her getting kicked outta Dajo's class, and everything
I'm such a loser
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[07 Sep 2004|08:22pm] |
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schools here bitches!
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[04 Sep 2004|05:25pm] |
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All my life* Foo Fighters |
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Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse
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[01 Sep 2004|10:29pm] |
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So i feel horrible..
i thought i was feeling better. but i havent taken my meds in two days... and now im Moody and in a pissy mood. My family doesnt help. God i wish they could see what that girl is doing to me... She gets pissy... kicks me.... i get in trouble. and im grounded for the day tomarrow now, the only place i can go.. is to go drop off the bitch at basketball practice. i hate her.
then i got in a fight with my best friend. the first one since 8th grade. and its all my fault. but Cass, you gotta see where im coming from. honestly. but whatever. im sick of being sad.
Seriously.. maybe school should start. i wont be home at all.. school, work, then im off to bed. i wont be here. i told my parents during our little "feasco" that when i move out im not coming back. and i mean it. i dunno... i wish i had the money to move out. but im still working on paying off my car. DAMN IT.
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[27 Aug 2004|10:40pm] |
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VERY HAPPY |
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My TV and You |
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( love of my life... )
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[27 Aug 2004|12:10am] |
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Girls Just wanna have fun!** By me.. cause im singing |
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Hey everyone. How has everyone been lately? I've been good actually, like i dunno. i've just eben feeling a lot better. ZOLOFT ROCKS! lol im kinda scared to go back to school though, im scared i'll fall back to where i was. i honestly can not rememebr the last time i was having this much fun, and i could honestly say i was happy with most parts of my life. i am pretty proud. :) The only thing wrong right now, is i think i like aboy... but i dont know if im allowed. or if its a good thing.
But yeah. last night, Sam alex and i went Bowling at premiere lanes. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN! we stole 3 balls from the ball pit... SHH dont tel anybody. then today we just hung out... went out to dinner, the dollar store. baught flower bras. quite a grand ol' time.
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[23 Aug 2004|12:21pm] |
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maybe memories~ The Used |
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So I've been sick for the past couple days. its sad. i went to go get some medicine today.. and the pharmacist could only give me throat lausenges, because with me being on zoloft, i cant have any other medicines. :( so i've been chompin them down for the past couple hours... i sound like a dying cow. my uncle called and i answered and he thought he had the wrong number. how cool am I? lol but yeah. Lifes been good lately. besides my sucky immmune system. i've been hanging out with alot of friends, and i got a job up at United Artist, i havent started yet, but it should be soon. im nervous.
but yeha, i am gonna go to sleep. so i hope you all have a wonderful day.
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[19 Aug 2004|07:13pm] |
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the JC Penny song. |
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HAHAHA Cassandra!!!!
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[15 Aug 2004|10:56pm] |
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soo i had this new enrty.. but then Julie deletes it like the "sweetheart" that the girl is... Roar. ok so here it is....
Thursday* i hung out with Casey and we made cookies :) they were possibly the grossest cookies i've ever seen... but he and Kevin still ate'm... GROSS. the we just chilled at his home all day till about 8 when we went up to the park... the guys played basketball. then we were heading home when we saw all of our friends up at seven* eleven. Honestly, why would you hang out at seven * eleven?!?!?!?! iiiiiii dunno. but whatever drives there car they are welcome to do so.
so Friday, i went down to Woodhaven and spent the night with Cassandra. I really liked it. i miss the days were we just hung out. And we finally figured out that we are Big Girls, it is kinda scary. i miss the old days, but im grateful that we still are as close as we are. For our Christmas in July. She and Angela made me this poster with all over our jokes that make us laugh, and pictures of my Woodhaven friends. i love it. i made a huge fram for it today. i'll have to take a pic and put it up here. cause i have to say... i am proud. We went to Wyandotte, then out to dearborn for the BEST Chinese food i've ever had. the we went over to Chelseas for a bit.. that was fun. lol watched Cassandra get her ace beat in air hockey. :) Good times.
Saturday. i left Cassandras at around 9, got home at 10 on the dot :) yeah.. im that good. lol JUST KIDDING. but i got home, took a shower. then i drove up to Max and Ermas. got home, finished my purse. Then my cousin Kelly came out for the night. We went to the street fair in Milford. we liked somethings, but it was so expensive. but it got us in the "craftty" mood. So we went up to Micheals, and picked up some crafty things. and we sewed as we watched Dirty Dancing. :) i love that movie.
the today (Sunday) iiiiiiiiiiii woke up... went out to breaky with Kel. then she left cause she had to take my cousin to soccer practice. so then i went to the mall trying to look for a job. then on the way home i just thought, to go to the movie theatre.. and i may have a job.... i talked to the hiring manager and he said he was callin me tomarrow to see about times to work and days and all that fun stuff...
i've come to the conclusion... i'm going to not like any boys.... because whenever i talk to them ( well except like one) i get really sad. :( soooo... i dont need them
god he pisses me off
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[11 Aug 2004|08:49pm] |
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so i just got back from seeing my baby cuzin... i think i am in love. i miss'm all ready. :( mr. jonah cash is the chubbiest little baby i've ever seen... he's around 20 lbs... and just turned 6 months old yesterday.
i REALLY want a baby.
p.s. i got hit by a car today... ahh the drama of Emily
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[10 Aug 2004|10:16pm] |
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umm look down. tis that one |
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I want to love you, feel you, wrap myself around you. I want to
Squeeze you, please you. I just can't get enough and if you
Move real slow, I'll let it go.
Chorus:
I'm so excited and I just can't hide it. I'm about to lose control
And I think I like it. I'm so excited and I just can't hide it and I
Know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know I want you.
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[09 Aug 2004|11:34pm] |
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What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:
Would You...
Spread rumors about me:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:
even if you arent a lj user... fill it out. cause i wanna see if one person fills it out :)
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[08 Aug 2004|06:37pm] |
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baby got back~ from brian haha |
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<> bonjour mes amis!! ow ow! lol im in a good mood! ahhhhhhhhh
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[06 Aug 2004|04:07pm] |
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like a prayer~ Madonna |
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hey y'all im at cassandras. its been hugely fun. tonights her birthday party. im nervous. i'm scared no one will like me. ya know. i dont. i dont do well meeting new ppl. but i guess i'll be fine cause i know acouple ppl who are coming.
i think i like some one but i dont know if im allowed....
wish me luck tonight. and i hope everyone likes me :/
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[31 Jul 2004|04:49pm] |
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shadow~ ashlee simpson |
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well last night was horrible. i am sorry to everyone my parents called. the two i know are casey and sam. i am sorry you two.
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[22 Jul 2004|10:50am] |
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Sophie B. Hawkins~As I Lay Me Down |
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FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKER!! god i hate feeling like this and you always make me feel like this. last night i was seriously thinking of ending everything.... THANK YOU! GOD i dont fucking understand you! you make me feel like fucking shit! i had an amazing day yesterday and you fucking ruined it! WHY THE FUCK DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME? I am sorry for my profanity everyone. But i have to get this shit out. i hate the way you have such control over me. and i have had such a hard time this summer trying to let you go... but the truth it you gave me my first kiss, my first time, and my first love. so you will always be with me. i dont know what to do any more. all i know is i cant keep feeling like this. because if i do, i am scared i will do something to have it all end.
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